3/29/11

with everything that I wrote yesterday and I did a good job and not getting upset, this morning a guy i work with comes over to my desks and hands me an envelope with my name on it… it is my ring that i threw at my ex friend… he dropped it off and put it under my wippers and now all the emotions are all steared back up again… in a way i wish he wouldn’t have done that this early in the morning and at my work….  he still wont talk to me, and i honestly dont think he ever will talk to me again….  He must really hate me….

I know I will one day find closure in my life and in my heart I just dont know when….  it is like i have a big heavy brick on my chest and i can’t breath.