Moving storing staying

I’m in the middle of moving out, and I’m tired. The lady from ‘my house’ came yesterday when I was packing with my cousin. First thing she started to talk about the roof that has been done and basically justifying herself. It was really stressful one time she was talking that if I want I can stay there without working for her until I find something and that Ula is very important for them because they have known me for 10 years, then she started to talk about cleaning after myself, if I can clean my house before I leave. I told her that I haven’t done that mess and I won’t clean, why should I?

Then she told me I have to take my furniture, so I told her that my furniture is damp because of that place and I’m not taking any.

My dad who is a carpenter and knows wood very well told me that the wood that my furniture is made of soaks the dampness in and so it’s damaged.

The thing is that she tries to be nice but at the same time squeeze all possible juices from me. Also she tried to justify herself so much that in some magical way she managed to made me feel guilty…because if she is not guilty for what has happened then who???  

I’m tired, today I have to go there again, I’m stressed about any contact with her and I know that as long as my things are still there I won’t be able to avoid the contact…and I still have a lot of stuff there!

We try to squeeze my stuff in those special bags that you vacuum and they shrinks…but I think I have far too many things and will have chuck away half of it!

As to my living situation, my mum said I can stay and save some money before I move out. In June my boss is going away for two weeks and there won’t be much work so I decided to use that time when still I don’t have to pay any rent and go to Poland. Then there is my sister’s wedding in July, so we decided that maybe I should stay in here until my sister’s wedding (I will be away again for two weeks) and start to look for something in August. Let’s see.

OK that’s it for now…I’m a bit stressed but overall I’m ok. I got used to sleeping on the couch, it’s not a typical sofa but thus kind of hard sofa that you can make a bigger bed out of it…so it’s not bad. I can also sleep when my mum is still doing something in the living room at night or my dad early in the morning, so that’s sorted.