last week update

It’s going to be a very quick entry as I have to go to work soon…anyway during this week I wasn’t online often:(….I was just too tired, these days I just check emails, read a few entries in here and log off. I just have this ‘winter behaviour’, when I’m tired and sleepy most of the time, but I’m positive. This winter is better than the others, in a sense that I’m more relaxed and happy 🙂 Maybe studying was that one thing that made me extra tired…it was too much on my plate, now when I’m not a student anymore I feel more free and finally I don’t feel guilty when I read books no-college related or watch movies 🙂

I’m going to do grates at my violin lessons, this Monday I’m going to talk about this with my tutor. I enjoy playing violin more and more…it’s strange but it becomes an addiction…I miss playing, I love it even though I’m still very bad at this 😉 but I think I’ve got playing from notes under control now, I’m not panicking anymore when I play at my lessons so it’s good!

I had a good time in my community too….they chose me to do preparation and I wasn’t happy about that I didn’t want to do that…but one friend of mine is going to be in my group and that was one of only few reasons I agreed to prepare. She is a bit older than me but we’ve became sort of friends, she is a strong person and always had a good influence on me. Maybe it’s time to overcome my fear of public speaking!

As to the rest I’m OK…ups and downs but I’m quite positive…..but sleepy and always hungry! I eat a lot of biscuits and bread and I started to worry that I will soon put on some weight so last week I bought a DVD Davina’s work outs and I did it last week, one session! It was soooo hard, only half an hour but so hard(plus some warm ups and cool downs at the end)…..it was funny because while I was doing the aerobic my cat was looking at me confused LOL. Despite tiredness I really enjoyed that! I’m not able to do them more than once a week but I can tell once a week is enough for me,,after that I was sooo hungry and I ate some biscuits again 😉 and my diet is still not so great, but I think my weight is stable.

Today I’m going to do another session! 🙂 it’s also relaxing and gives you more energy! worth doing it!