Hair cut and etc.

Gosh I’m so disorganised!!! I haven’t been here for a while mainly because when I seat in front of the computer these days I’m just too tired to do anything…I just watch TV or youtube that’s pretty it. I’m too lazy to write, I admit it! I also think I’m simply too tired, always when the winter season starts I start to behave like some sort of bear (haha and my name means little female bear so there must be something in this!;) I mean I feel sleepy all the time…and tired and just slower…my energy level drops down and I need more hours sleep than usually.

Anyway, it’s not that bad haha. Today I was meant to go for a meeting and I had to cook for that meeting and I did something I have promised myself not to do. I asked my mum to cook for me! Shame me! LoL Luckily my mum likes to do it so she didn’t complain, but then the couple had to stay home with their child so we cancelled the meeting. That gave me a free day so I invited my cousin then my brother came….so I’ve been eating and talking for the whole day….I’m quite tired now.

My Christmas tree is up, shiny but not real. oh well….I wanted to have a real one..but…well….can’t afford it now.

Yeah I’m pretty broke but I still can afford (with feeling of guilt) a hairdresser tomorrow. In fact I wanted to cancel it and ask my cousin to cut my hair..but then my hair look really bad and I think I need a professional cut. I would love to grow my hair longer, they are now touching my shoulders, long enough to put in ponytail. However, my hair is so thin that keeping them longer isn’t a good idea, they just look thin and I need to spend a lot of time to make them look fuller. When my hair are shorter they are easier to manage and they always look fuller…I think.

My brother told me not to cut them but I want to….the question is how?

This was my first idea, the very short option..I think maybe too short

well I will never look like her anyway but I love this style 🙂 but maybe too short

here another idea

but maybe too short

here a bit longer, bob

OK this photo is very beautiful so I know I won’t look as perfect as this model, but this length cut I’m having in mind

or keep in long as it is and only cut a bit and shape it

again I have less hair so the cut won’t look like this

gosh the hairdresser is tomorrow at 10 am so I have to decide within less than 12 hours.

I always have problems when it comes to hair. And I’m scared that one guy (a very nice and handsome one…I have a crush on ;)) that I have recently met (well only in the church) and who actually showed some slight, small interest in me will hate me in my short hair…yeah there is always this fear in me that I will never find a guy if I cut my hair very short. But I’m so bored with my long, unattractive hair!