Bussssssy and Lazzzzzzzy

Am I lazy or just simply tired? Probably the deadly mixture of both. I work quite a lot so when the weekend comes I feel like doing nothing! But there is always something to do, somewhere to go, etc.

Today I should visit my parents, I haven’t seen them for two weeks and it makes me feel guilty. My dad has been sick for the whole week, and when he is sick it always scars me as he is rarely ill.

Also yesterday night my aunt has passed away. She used to come to visit when I was a kid but I hardly remember those meetings, next time I saw her as an adult was I believe in 2008. I have never had any relationship with her, yet I’ve heard a lot about her from my mum. it’s a sad news even though I wasn’t close to her. Death is always sad despite the believe that there is something on the ‘other side’. It reminds me of the scene in Lord of the Rings movie (unfortunately I still haven’t read a book) when Frodo (not sure his name was Frodo or something Fr….similar) as he is preparing to get on the ship which would take him to the different place, the ‘other side’, is saying goodbye to his friend. It’s heart breaking. I always understood that scene as a different way of showing death.

Anyway, I feel like changing the subject!

I have to prepare for tomorrow’s meeting. I’m in the group which is preparing some talks about history of the church etc. I have to cover the time of the iconoclasm and beginning of the orthodox church. I chose this period myself as it’s the only one that interests me. I have had 2 long weeks to prepare some outlines, and I have done nothing! So, today…it’s the only time I can do something…and I’m so lazy! We still have time as the talks will take place in the late spring or maybe even later, still my group is well organised and I don’t want to show them that I don’t care…

Also, the first ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’ musical rehearsal starts tomorrow! I’m in the chorus and I can’t attend because of that meeting 🙁 The girl who directs the musical said it’s OK for me to miss some rehearsals as long as it’s not too often. Let’s see….! I hope next week I would be able to go and see what this whole musical is all about. If I enjoyed the rehearsal I will continue, it has to be a good experience because traveling across the London every Sundays is a challenge…to such a lazy person as me it is really a challenge!