and with that, time slipped from his plate

hello,

ummmm it’s been likeages since I’ve written in here… I think if I left it much linger they would have deleted my diary!!! I would have cried for days I tell you!!! but as I got in 11 days before my time was up I guess you’ll get to hear me rant on about the time that has passed since the last time I wrote in here properly…. not that I rightly know when that was, but I can tell of things that have happened recently and you can make up the rest 😛

well first things first….. people always seem to ask this question first when I havent spoken to them in a long time and we finally catch up….. Yes, I am still with Bryan! and enjoying every min of it thank you very much… and will still be with him for a very very long time…… can you say ‘ever’?

we’ve been having all sorts of adventures all over the place…. from picnics to walks to photo adventures to train trips to shopping sprees to many other things!!!

I’ve started a new job…. I work at borders now…. its a book shop that those not in the know….yes I’m at another book shop…. but this one is so much better the the last place could ever hope to be!!! I’m loving it there…. and I was giving the position of back up for the magazine manager within like a month…. and then they offered me a fulltime position….. and I’m starting full time next week…. well this week actually…. this is the first week of full-time-er-ship-ish-ness-dom… which is exciting…… the pay is real good here too…. so full time will be just that little bit extra….

I’m doing a short course called “graphic design portfolio” with the intent of helping to get me into the graphic design course next year… so fingers crossed it’ll be worth what we paid for it…. but I’m sure it’ll be helpfull none the less…. it’s cool… and my idea for the brief is cool too… I’m kinda proud…. but oh well… just an idea…

Reading the best book at the mo….. I read the back and thought it sounded so good so I bought it and by the end of the first chapter i was convinced it was the best thing I’d ever read!!!  the book so far isn’t quite as strong as the first chapter but still very good and I’m enjoying it thougherly…. it’s called “the book of flying” by Keith Miller and its set in a city were there a winged people and non-winged people… and a non winged poet falls in love with a winged girl and when their love is forbidden he sets off on an adventure to gain wings….  and he meets lots of different people on the way and I’m only 1/4 into it so I dont know it all but it’s been wonderful so far !! loving it to bits and pieces!!

my brother is getting married the weekend…. so that should be interesting…. he’s a good guy but he and his future wife seem to be of the opion that I’m going to hell for being in love with Bryan…  or something to that effect…. but anyhow…. I just try not to be left alone with them….. avoid the “trust in god ” talks….. (like I dont)

We had a movie marathon day yesterday….. we watched 3 movies that were all good…. underworld that was Really good I was surprised…. Fallen which is older but i really enjoy whenever I see it…. and the Lost in translation which was good but wasn’t quite as engaging as I could have hoped…. and for the rave reviews it got….. but anyhow…. it was still good and each to their own….

I’ve been writing a bit here and there…. the poem before this entry is one I wrote today at work,,,, that I was happy with anyhow…. I’ll look to put some of the others I’ve written recently in here within the  next few days or so… and I hope you enjoy them… poetry’s is moving in me again…….. I think is the best way to put it…. I go thru stages where  I dont think about it as much as usual and dont write at all… but now everything to me is poetry… and I love it!! to be honest I think I have the book to blame for this…. it’s so beautifully written that it’s inspireing me to write and to feel and to see like I havent in so long… the world is beautiful…. just in case you didn’t realise……

I hope I’m not sounding stupid of pompus….. or hoity-toity or anything….. just thinking stuff….. so many thoughts in this little head of mine…. crazy to think how they all stay there…. but I guess they don’t have no place else to go…. so they”ll dance in there for a while…. till they can get down on paper or curl up in someone elses ear…. (just for safe keeping) I’d hate for them to be pushed out by somthing else and spill from my head to the ground…. lost…..

but enough of that ramble…… my beautiful love is sitting on the couch waiting for me to join him and as nothing else springs to mind to say I thin I might go and snuggle…. cause being with him make me more happy then I’ve ever been before….

I will say this…. I promise I wont leve it so long to write in here again…. I’ll keep it up as best I can…. no excuses….

Bye bye