05/30/2013
ok time to rant , I want a boyfriend that will bring me flowers just because , Leave me love notes on my computer phone car or face book. tell me they love me with their eyes nose hands and mouth . I want a boyfriend that will go with me places even if he doesn’t like it , cause I would do the same for them . I want a boyfriend that will say I’m the prettiest girl he ever met even if its not true . I don’t care if you look at other women but make sure I feel like I’m the only one that matters . I don’t like diamonds and fancy things I like star lit walks and midnight swims . I like going to water falls and walks in the park . I want to feel like no matter what I’m wearing or how messy my hair is I want you to tell me I’m pretty and cute. I want you to be the first one to text me in the morning with happy thoughts that will get me through the day. and if I cry I just want you to hold me and tell me everything is Gina be ok. I want you to be the first one to say your sorry , I’m sick of always saying sorry first .
I want to feel like its ok to still act a little foolish and allow me to be me , even if that means I get lazy from time to time .
I want feel like if I put 100% in a relationship you do the same thing .
I want to be silly with me , and play fight with me or have a tickle war with me
I want to go to bed happy every night
every girl wants to be swept off her feet . the last time this happend was in high school .. i couldn’t have asked for a better bf then, he alwayst i wrote me notes , which by the way i saved every single note he ever wrote . all the flowers were saved. every hello kitty was save . he was almost . then there was brandon . he was my night in shinnning armor that got away … well i let him get away cuase i was too hung up on what i thought was a relationship that was gona last . but nope that got shit out stomped on crush in every way , now i regert not leaving him for that guy . he was 400 miles away and made me for more loved and more cared about then ive ever felt in my life . and i ripped out his heart and pooped on it cause i thought this other guy was gona changed … people dont change . unless they want to re
welll here something i wonttt ever change , im clingy , im neeedy , i want to be wanted all the time , i want your attention. i wwant to know im your number one ….
is this too much to ask for?
will i ever find someone like this ?
will you be my last ?