Resurfaced

I lie..

to protect those who love me, those who care the most about me. But then where do I end up? Am I the happiest I can be?

Diary, lets talk about a name that you’ve heard very often, but not recently. That’s right. He’s back. Eric. And not only is he back, but he thinks he still may be in love.

Is this completely fair? I mean..I loved someone else. Someone that loved me back, someone who would die to have me be his. And because Eric, you have a piece of me with you, as you always have, you’ve caused me to hurt the one I love. I’ve broken up with Rory to figure things out. I can’t be with him when I think about you. It’s kind of like a Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow thing.

Rory deserves the best for him. That’s not me. It’s the very last time that I will hurt him. I swear to it.

Mended & Broken

Oh..and I also got a tatoo yesterday..what an appropriate time for this tatoo right?