Not Ready
It’s almost Valentine’s Day. Since this is my diary and I have the right to let my emotions spill, I’m not ready for Valentine’s Day. Everyday reminds me that I’m alone..I don’t need the national holiday to confirm it once again. Ted asked me tonight about the signals that I was giving to boys at school. I don’t exactly know what I’m doing that has kept all them away. I’ve been asked a lot lately of why I don’t have a boyfriend. And I wonder that myself. Why?
Maybe I just wanna date every now and then? Try it out again? The only problem with that is that I tend to start to have feelings for them even if I just want to have fun. I don’t think I should have said no to Tim..but I did. Oh well. Rory..I don’t know about him. He’s too much for me to handle I think. Who knows. I need to stop stressing!! 
Just a random passerby… don’t let people give you a complex about not having a boyfriend. Maybe you aren’t sending out the right signals because you’re just not ready? Do it when it feels right. Don’t rush it because you feel like its something you’re supposed to do, ya know?
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I totally agree with the above noter. I’m single as well. Not necessarily “single and loving it”, but it’s not up to other people to decide when you have found someone worth having a relationship. Just ride the waves, take it as it comes. <3 Ps, I’m dreading Valentines Day as well.
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You MAY be a little intimidating…… I figure you can have whichever boys you really want…..
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valentine’s day has been renamed to “singles appreciation day” in my dorm, so you totally don’t need to stress. it’s a useless holiday anyway. 🙂 you never NEED a significant other.
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