Lonely

I’m ready to give up being single. I miss having someone to hold and to hold me. Kissing and holding hands. I miss thinking about someone…all the time. This wish of getting a boyfriend might be because there’s hardly anyone around here that can give me that. The guy that I need hardly exists anymore…and when I think I might meet him, he doesn’t seem interested in me.

Yesterday and today was a huge reality check for me. Couples are everywhere! Last night, at the haunted house, so many couples, holding on to each other just waiting to be scared.

Heck..just someone that I could date. Doesn’t neccessarily have to be a relationship. But I don’t have anyone like that and it seems like everyone around me does.

I’m just a big baby and want a little change in my life.