Giving Up.

Okay..I don’t get it. Tye likes me, you can just tell things like that..but he’s starting to act different. Maybe I read into it wrong, maybe he doesn’t have any feelings besides friendship towards me. Anyways, I think I really really like him. I guess I should just wait and see if I end up going to the same college.  I’m just going to try and relax and just develop a laid back mood about the relationship between us.

My ex-boyfriend Rory is back in school. The one I was totally crazy about whenever I was a freshman. He just started sitting at our lunch table. He’s super cute..but I’m thinking that maybe all he has going for him. I guess I’ve heard him crack a couple of jokes but that’s it.

And guess who else has started writing me..you’ll never guess. Eric. Why? I have no clue. After like 6 months of no contact, he decides to write a message to me? Grrr…he needs to stay away. He knows how I used to feel about him, I don’t want those feelings back but I can’t not talk to him. He’s asked me how I am doing, how FCCLA is going, and which schools I’ve applied to, and all that jazz. I’ve just wrote him back all positive things wanting him to know that I can be happy without him. And I think I truely am happy and can be for a long time. But not if he keeps writing me. Hopefully it’ll die down soon.

My birthday is tomorrow! Woohoo. I don’t know what I’m gonna do cuz I’m not having my party until next weekend now cuz all my friends have to work.

Thats the bell. Adios.