Fergalicious

I really like that song. "But I ain’t permiscuous and if you were suspicious, all that shit is fictitious, I blow kisses".

So Friday is gonna be really crazy, hopefully! My actually b-day party will be Friday. I invited about 15 people over to my dads and I think we are gonna have a blast. Gina and I went to the store today to buy food and alcohol. She bought 70 dollars worth of food. Man, she’s the bomb!

Well..you know how I was talking about Tye acting wierd..that’s cuz he’s also into someone else. I guess I text him when I was intoxicated and he told me that he doesn’t want to promise me anything because "there are a lot of things going on right now". Which meant, "there’s someone else, so if it doesn’t work out with them, there’s always you". That made me feel like shit! He’s just a flirter and I know that..but he flirts way too much. He said he liked me..but he just doesn’t know about this other girl. Apparentally, she means more which is understandable. He’s probably known her longer and what not..but still. It’s okay though. I was only upset for a day.

I want boys to dissappear for a little bit. I know it would be super hard for me..but really, they are kinda getting in my way. There is a new boy, new feeling, everyday. I like it, I’m not gonna lie. Did I mention my ex (Rory) came back to school. The one I was totally head over heels for? Well, he’s back..and he’s hanging out w/ me all day friday..and all friday night. Its gonna be great! He’s sooo adorable. And I think he could be kissable. Haha. There is also Nate..but he’s too good for me. Nothing could happen with him. But if I could have anyone, him I would definitely choose.

School is going alright so far. I’m not too in over my head yet. But Mrs. Freakin’ R keeps giving us so much homework every freakin night! And I’m not even getting very good grades on our paper.

Well, I guess I better get off here..it’s getting kinda late. Night night.