Haunted

You have draped your coat over my subconscious,

hiding it from me,

while you nip at the heals of my waking steps.

You hide in bushes,

behind faces of ones I have not met

to torment me

You haunt my waking dreams

and nightmares in slumber

disguised and ready to bite

But, I found you.

It took me a while to realize

the depth to which my life

is blocked by the memory

I’ve tried to suppress, but can’t.

Go away. I do not hate you.

I hate you. Go away.

Leave me in peace with myself again.

Though, I feel I shall always

look over my shoulder

in fear that you’ll be there

and I’ll have to look

on your face again

only for this to begin again.

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((hugs)) love, your roommie

May 14, 2004

Compared to the last diary entry, this one sounds a bit more ominous. I hope verything’s okay Lindsay. Let Melissa and I know if you need anything. Note to Karen: I’d like to give you access to my diary but I need to be able to mark yours as a favorite. If you don’t want access, don’t worry about it. Later ladies and stay cool.

Note to Chris~ Thanks for letting me know. I actually only created my diary to read my other friends who only allow OD users to see their diaries. I marked mine private, but I don’t intend on using it so I’ll make it public and if you want to add me, go ahead. Thanks for the heads up.