Great, huh?

So, I wake up to find snow on the ground (yay!), but I know it has to be freezing cold and the snow isn’t coming straight down, it’s sideways, which means it’s windy and cold. And I am supposed to get my lazy ass up at 7:30am, and walk against the wind and snow in the cold to Old Main for Earth Science. I have no idea what is going on in class today, and my stuff is in my car. Should I, a) tough it out and go to class, risking failure on a quiz that I could make up later, or b) continue to snooze, cozy, next to Casey. Um, well, "a" should have been my choice, but in the moment, I chose "b". Stupid me. There was a review session today for the exam that we are supposed to take on Thursday, of which I have no clue in hell about. Great, huh? It’s my own fault.

Then, I get up and struggle to Old Main in better weather than occurred in the early morning. Constitutional Law was fine, and the class got an invitation from Yu Long Ling to attend a dinner with Lee Hamilton in April (yay!). But then, as I was ruffling through pages in my text, trying to keep up with the lecture (for once), a group of papers fell on the floor. I had written letters the last time I attempted that course, and apparantly stuck them in that book. But these weren’t just any letters, these were suicide notes. And as I sat at the end of class reading the cryptic messages I don’t remember writing, I was called on to answer a question, a) which I did not hear, and b) which I did not know the answer to. I just sat there looking like a dumbass until he asked someone else. Great, huh?

After class, I go to get lunch, which I took back to my room, because I didn’t want to be around anyone. I sat and watched a dumb soap opera as I ate my food, and then went in search of my Earth Science materials for my lab. At first I couldn’t find my lab manual, and then I realized that I would have to make up quizzes during my lab time, so I went to the comp lab to do some e-mail and look up some info. for Earth Science. Well, I thought I was smart to do my e-mail first, because looking up those few little things on the net wouldn’t take long, but of course not. By the time I had found the information I needed for my lab, it was already way past time to go. So, I haven’t gotten up from my seat since. Great, huh? That’s my own fault, too.

I am still absolutely broke, because instead of going home to work like a good girl, I went to Casey’s house in LaPorte to see his parents in their community theatre production. AND, I can’t go home and work this weekend because Robin is having us rehearse both Friday and Saturday!!!!! Not to mention the fact that I am having problems with my vehicle which I am not about to mention to my father, because he always freaks when I have car problems and lectures me on vehicle maintainance (which, in all honesty, I should be better about). I am in need of an emergency loan to get me through until the end of School for Scandal, and lots of medication to keep me from going insane and getting depressed again. Too bad I gave up one of my best coping mechanisms for lent. Great, huh? Well, I guess I did that to myself as well.

I have done some work toward my classes for tomorrow, so that’s a good thing. But I haven’t done enough. I’m ready to pull out my hair. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

On a good note, the postponed Valentines Day went well, and so did the Oscar Party on Sunday. 🙂