Its a GIRL !

Well, i just got back from the doctor a lil while ago and i got a check up and i got another Ultrasound. As far as she could tell i was having a girl. Im happy because i always wanted a girl named Jordanne. Shes a big baby already. She weighs 13 pounds. Right now she is breached, which means her booty is down low. She got all her fingers and toes and some really long legs. She kept crossing her legs and uncrossing them when we got the ultrasound done. The heart beat was good and all the tests for diseases came back negative. So, i was happy to hear that.

Well, im kinda in a weird mood right now. Im so happy that im having a girl. The littlest things are pissing me off. Also, the main thing that is bothering me is that BJ isn’t here to go threw all this with me. It the day i always wanted to share with him. The day i came home from the doctor and he was here and i got to tell him and see his face. But, he’s not. I feel like crying. But, i don’t want to wast my time over him. Or that he choose what he choose. Well, i dont’t really feel like writing right now, So, ill write more later…