Weird Feeling

I worked last night! On my way home I got an awful stomach ache. I felt like I was going to vomit and I could not decide if I was hot or if I was cold. Turn up the heat ~ turn down the heat. Open the window ~ close the window. It was just a weird feeling ~ almost like I was getting a flu. It came on just all of the sudden. When I got home it left as suddenly as it started. Too weird ~ like a gut feeling that something was not right. I am not sure what it was but my girls were home safely and I knew that Tyler was staying at GW’s with little male goat.

Dick was not home and he never did come home again. He did the same thing last Friday night. He finally remembered where he lives around 7 PM. (The shop closes at noon an Saturdays.) I don’t even know if he is working today. He mentioned trying to line up a ride ~ meaning he wants to take the 4-wheeler up north and ride through the hill wreck the 4-wheeler again. He told the kids about it and mentioned taking them with him. I just asked Nadine about that and she said that it was last weekend that he planned to take them with him. I guess that I can stop worrying about it because he does not plan on taking them with him this weekend. So they have not made plans to go! Whew!!

I have been so worried about him disappointing the kids again. He has been doing that a lot lately. That is why I should be writing just day to day happenings ~ even if it is not exciting. Not so long ago he called the kids from work and told them that he would be home at 9:30 and they could go get movies. He showed up at 11, took a shower, and left again. He told them that it was too late to go get movies and that he was going to Joey’s to have a beer. Alexa called me at work and told me about this and said “it’s too late to go get movies but it’s not too late for him to drink beer!” She was so disappointed and that hurts. I hurt for her!

I seriously need to make some life changes!

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