I am an Alien in this Family

I have just realized again how much of an alien I am in this family! Maybe I am being overly sensitive but I guess that is the way that I am.

I have Christmas music playing, I am decorating ~ trying to make this place look festive while the rest of my supposed family is camped out in Dick’s bedroom watching TV. Nobody offered to help me and when I did ask for help they acted like I was imposing.

The garland and the lights that I put up around the living room window is all the decorating I am going to do. I don’t care what it looks like around here ~ even for the holidays.

I know that it is hard to get into the Christmas spirit because we have no snow. We did have a little bit of snow but it was 40 degrees yesterday and it melted. It rained last night too. Rain in December in ND is very uncommon yet it does not surprise me either. We have had weird weather all year. The spirit that I did have is gone!

Off and running like a lunatic so that I am not so late for work.