Herpes

Most of my family is watching bull riding! I would have loved to go but I am not up to par. I am not sure what is going on with me. I feel like someone punched me in the back but only when I breath deep. Almost like having pneumonia ~ I pray that is not what is going on with me. Been there, don’t want to go back.

I have a damn cold sore!!! I have not had a cold sore for years. I was plagued with the virus as a child and had cold sores ALL THE TIME!!!! I can not even remember the last time that I did have one. I have even kissed someone *wink* with a cold sore that was still on the mend but not totally healed and never got a cold sore.

I think that the virus had to have come from my boss. Her daughter had a terrible episode over Christmas. She had cold sores inside of her mouth that got infected and she had them on her mouth. I guess it was horrible for her. I think that she (my boss) brought the germ from her house. We use the same keyboard and mouse! Even if that is not where I got it I am pissed!

I keep thinking of Edith Ann. Ouch!!

I have been caking on Herpecin L but I am not sure if it is working because I bought it a long time ago for Tyler. I did cut the top off just incase there was some herpes still hanging out from when he had his cold sore. I am also applying peroxide to it trying to dry it up.

Another thing that I am angry about are the bug!! I have little bugs all over my house. They are coming from the soil that I used to re-pot my plants. I have spayed the soil with stuff that I bought at Wal*Mart. That did nothing! I have added Dawn dishwashing soap to the water that use to water them. Still in my hug planter there are bugs. As a last resort ~ which I think will happen tomorrow I have to put the plant outside. That may kill the plant to because we all know that it is winter time in North Dakota. I don’t care if I kill the plant if I can get rid of the bugs. I am tired of the damn bugs.

I am tired now so I am going to my bed and find something to watch while I rest.