Getting a Date Saga ~ Helping Him

Now you can really call me crazy! What a saga going on now. There is more drama now than while Dick and I were “together.” I called the gal that sent the text message. She said that it was meant for “a Chris.” This is the only time that I became rude with her and I wasn’t all that rude. I told her “I text message too and you just don’t accidentally send a text message.”

I explained to her the way that Dick and I are. We own the same home, we live in the same home, and have common children. He sleeps in the bed, I sleep on the couch. We had a lengthy conversation. At the end with the agreement that I would call Dick and tell him that I called her. I did as I told her that I was going to do. I called Dick and while we were on the phone I heard his phone ~ text message. “If you are going to chew me out do it now it has already been a bad morning.” WTF? I told Dick that I was not rude to her and I wasn’t.

I asked Dick if I should call her. He said no that he would handle it. Then he jokingly said “maybe I should chew you out.” I asked for what getting you a date? Maybe getting a blowjob since you haven’t had one in a long time.” Actually I don’t know that he hasn’t gotten one. I just know that it wasn’t from me.

He denies having anything to do with her and says that it’s not going to happen. My reply “why not she obviously does naughty things.”

We had a very calm conversation and I mentioned that he should go get snipped unless he wants more children. He said “no.” I told him that his insurance should cover that. Another part of the conversation was about him not coming home. I asked him to text me “lock the door.” That way I know that he is not coming home. I explained to him that I did not want to lock the door when he is not home because I feel like it would cause a hostile environment but I don’t sleep well when the door is not locked and he is not home. Some old habits die hard. He agreed to text me. If I lock the door and he comes home he can still get in yet knows that I am not “locking him out.”

I told him that I had questioned my feelings but found out for sure that I am not in denial. He had not comment for that. I told him that there are no emotions there. We started talking about when I was pregnant with Nadine and that still makes me very emotional. I did admit that to him. Damn it, the wound is still so raw even after almost 15 years. *Very emotional right now. Need to go hide so Nadine does not see me with tears running down my face.*

GFAFB