Changing Habits

I have to get back into the habit of writing about day to day experiences ~ even if it seems like nothing. Lately I have been thinking that if it wasn’t emotional in some way that it just does not matter but that is so not true.

I have been so stressed out lately. I did not take a break around Easter like I usually do. I am so ready for a real vacation and I would love to hop on an airplane to Hawaii (so stop nagging me! Hehe) to visit Beth. I would have to take at least the girls with me but it certainly would not be fair to leave Tyler behind.

I am having a guilty-feeling day. Last night I took the girls to town ~ I actually stopped at GW’s to pick up Tyler. Rather than picking up Tyler I picked up Mini GW and had a girls evening out. This morning I was thinking about how much fun we had. We didn’t do anything all that spectacular but they giggled like school girls do ~ it was just fun. I feel guilty because I thought “I love girl’s night out.” So that just means that I have to spend some one on one time with Tyler and do a mother/son bonding night. I need to take just Tyler to town and do something fun with him.

I returned all the movies that I backed-up and picked up some more. I picked some and the girls picked some. Next time I will let Tyler pick ~ he should be there.

I did not respond to the E-mail sent by Columbia House so I got Ray in the mail. It is not something that I would have ordered but I have it now. I wonder what is coming next because I know that I did miss another date. I really need to change my E-mail ~ I am not into paying $25 for a movie.

I am proud of myself. I did not procrastinate I just changed my E-mail address with Columbia House and BMG. Plus I did not even order anything! I have to admit I did window shop but I did not see anything that I was actually interested in.

I stopped writing so I lost my train of thought for this entry.

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