3/19/05

I can not believe that I am sitting here burning backing up a DVD. I hope that it works but I felt that way when I burned backed up my first CD too. I am excited about my new computer even though I am not as comfortable as I am with the old one. But I refuse to use the old one unless I have to. I have to adjust to this one.

Before my entry today it had been about two weeks since I last updated. Not much to speak of has gone on.

The neighbors moved so Dick lost his triangle.

Three times that I can think of in the past couple of weeks Dick has not come home at all. Last night he had come home and left again but did not come home to sleep. He says that he is working but this is so out of the ordinary that I don’t believe him yet I do not question him. He can do as he pleases. I don’t care and I don’t mind not having him here. I wish that he would move out.

I have decided that I am not moving out. I do not want to raise my children in poverty. They are used to this lifestyle. We don’t live high on the hog but the kids do get what they want a lot of the time. Their needs are met, we can do things, and I like it that way for them. If I were to move out I would have a tough time making ends meet even with child support. This is working. No more freak out incidents and if he does it again I will ask him to leave.

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