random facts

*sometimes i get so sad that i can hear the breaking of my heart ringing in my ears.

* baby jordyn makes me smile, and it makes me so sad to know that when i move i cant see her everyday and she wont remember who i am when i do come back. and that gets me so sad that i can hear the breaking of my heart ringing in my ears

* i like to listen to my mp3 player b4 i go to sleep. it makes me calm and happy and i can really feel the lyrics

* when i was little E.T was my imaginary friend

*sometimes i get so horny i think im going to pass out

*secretly i wish i could fully be the person ive been trying to hide

*i like a boy @ work, he has no idea

*im in love and single

*i want to win the lottery so me and gena can have a banging crib next door to P. Diddy on Park Avenue

*i get headaches so much cause im constanly thinking about something

*i pick at my nails and fingers when im bored

*i love my dog. i cant wait to get home to see him

*ive know krystal since 6th grade. we have been through everything together, and yet sometimes i overlook her somehow. i apologize krys. u my girl

*herman sends me cute text messages and calls me darlin’ and baby doll. ordinarily i would hate that but coming from him it just seems so perfect. hahaha im a baby doll

*when boys tease u it means they like u and just cant find the words to tell u. its nice but annoying. just be serious for one second

*i collect coffee mugs, and lately ive fallen in love with tea sets and i dont even drink hot tea or like tea parties

*i used to belong to a book club. it only had 2 members. it didnt last long…

*i LoVe the 80’s

*my cousin and i used to paints rocks and sell them (ppl actually bought them). around x-mas time we would make ordiments and put together snack bags and ppl bought them as well…IdIoTs

*i love frozen treats

*when i was younger i was a part of a dance group called the "tiny tappers" we traveld up and down the eastcoast performing. we won first place in everyone & we auditioned for apollo. ahhhh those days were great. i love being on stage

*im a fucking champion at teather ball (i dont know if i spelled that right)

*i like sleeping with lots of pillows

*i used to run track and everyday at recess i would out run the boys…suck these bitches

*when i was younger boys didnt really pay attention to me cause i was too busy climbing trees, and playing touch football with the other boys.

*in middle school we were split up into teams with 2 to 3 teachers in each team. in 7th grade i won a plaque for most outstanding student on my team 🙂

*i get envious of other ppl’s lives cause mine is so bland

*i read so many books cause i think description through written words is so amazing

*i love spring/summer night drives with the windows rolled down and the breeze whipping by and jamz filling up the night sky.

*i used to bite my toenails when i was a kid…hahahaha. sick

*when i was five i handcuffed an annoying boy and threw away the key. my grandma had to go to the store to buy a new key. she was pissed

*i auditioned for the real world my freshman year of college. i didnt make it. i was a different person then, and i wouldnt do it again

*i like being alone, but i hate feeling lonely

*i feel lonely

*i have a girlfriend of four years…Heidi.. our anniversary is April 16th. we dont have sex or anything. one day-years ago-all our friends were in some type of relationship, we were jealous, so we just said fuck it lets be together that way we arent ever alone. haha she has a boyfriend, and im totally into guys. but we are there for each other when need be and we do recognize our anniversary

*i say grude things like suck my nuts, lick my balls, top off, on ur knees…but im a girl and i dont have nuts. i just think its funny as hell. i have a filthy mouth

*my new phrase is "bust a nut and go to sleep". this can be said to dismiss something. or when ur annoyed or when u want to be left alone or really when ever the hell u want to say it

*all of my friends from my home town have kids or are with child now. none of my friends from college have kids. but my friends at home that do have kids have all been to college and graduated. interesting right??

*i want to be married with a family like yesterday

*id give up ice cream to go back to being 22…that was a life changing year

*im on myspace

*OD is kool cause u get to know ppl without seeing who they are. u can like someone without ever laying eyes on each other. and i think thats important cause in the end looks arent everything. if i cant feel u through words then we ave nothing

*i LoVe shopping

im done rambling now

in the words of gena, "annnnnnnnnnnnnd cut" until next time

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March 29, 2006

thank you for telling me so much about you. it’s the little details that matter, after all. that first one was incredible and so obviously true. be well.

March 29, 2006

Thanks for the comment on my OD.

March 30, 2006

haha I like this…especially any and all references to nut…wanna a gumball??? hahahaha seeeeeeeeee ya

March 31, 2006

Thanks for the note…I’m workin’ on the no-worries thing 🙂 And, I like this entry. It’s very real and random and neat.

April 1, 2006

“*secretly i wish i could fully be the person ive been trying to hide” …don’t we all *nods* nicely put. thanks for stopping by my diary by the way; just returning the favor.

April 6, 2006

ryn: She seems like the kind of girl who doesn’t date girls because she just has always dated guys, and that’s what people expect of her. Or she could just like to fool around and nothing more then friend feelings are into play. I’ll just have to chill and see how things happen.