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weeeeel i tried it. i took my attention off of HIM for awhile, and i started to like Herman. he is really consistant with the phone calls and the opening up. ive known him for a lot of years, and i was under the impression he was the sweetest thing. so yeah i started liking him. was getting excited about our talks. trying to find ways for us to spend some time together since he lives in Colorado and i’ll be in New York. but then i found out some really fucked up shit. and rather than be creative and find some witty way of writing his faults out, i’ll just simply list them:

1. he never wants to be in love
2. he doesnt believe in love
3. he doesnt think that there are any good woman in the world
4. he thinks all women are obbsessed with money, stauts, cars and such (gold iggeres if u will)
5. his only focus in life is to become rich, he has no time for anything eles: friendships, relationships his family ect.
6. money is the most importamt thing in life. its his friend, his family and his lover
7. sex sex sex
8. he has never and will never EVER give oral sex (not even to his wife whom he will never have anyway). he thinks its gross, that the juices women produce is just nasty oh yeah and the fact that we have periods… DUH. and the men who do like to eat pussy are crazy and have very low self-esstem. he says "do u think Usher or someone with his money and power needs to give oral sex to please a woman?? (cause when he becomes rich no woman should ever ask him to do it to her). i come back with  its not about that, its about pleasing ur partner, doing it cause they like it and it makes them happy which in turn makes u happy
9. he will NOT have sex with a woman unless she sucks his dick first…no exceptions (isnt that a bit selffish…how are u gonna expect it if ur not willing to give it???)
10. he doesnt care if the woman never has an oragasm that isnt his goal…pleasing her isnt his thing. he just wants to get his.
11. he only really likes to nut when the girl sucks him off. he would NEVER nut inside a girl even though he wears condoms (sounds like he’s fucking porn stars right??)
12. he doesnt need anyone (despite what men say everyone needs/wants someone)
13. life begins once he is rich and no time b4 that (i told him that while he is on his gride life is happening now..this is ur life) he doesnt agree
14.he thinks that the person i claim to be (and i am presenting myself correctly) isnt the person i really am. there is no way that im a good girl, no way that i wouldnt date a guy unless he had a hot ass car pimped out and shit. no way i wouldnt date someone who is making lots of dough wether he be a drug dealer or into some other illgeal shit. no way ive only had sex with one guy. no way i would just have casual sex with just anybody. no way that i am sweet and would stick by u during rough times. no way i would give u the world and do anything for u. no way i am the person i am (is he serious).

im no saint. but im a good person, who falls in love with who u are. money is important but i dont see dollar signs in my eyes when i meet a guy. I AM NOT A GOLD DIGGER. if im attracted to u and u treat me good then things should work out, right? so ur all asking why do i like him? girls love assholes right? but no i didnt know he was like that once i fell into him. it makes me sick cause i finally make an attempt to direction my attention away from one guy and then herman ends up being a brick wall i keep walking into. so he is officially OUT. glad i wasnt heed over heels, cause them id be really pissed. NEXT