happy

I’m happy! I am. I wasnt miserable before, thats not the case. but right now at this moment in time I can honsetly say I am truly happy. No things arent perfect. I dont have my dream job or my dream boyfriend. or anything dreamy. But thats okay. I’m trying to learn it is okay not to have the things you want. What I do have is amazing and I wouldnt trade it for the world. I’m healthy (in the sense that im breathing-lol). I’m around my P.I.C. we laugh and talk and have fun even when we arent doing shit (which is most of the time). I have Zach to talk to and trip with. Man that boy has me sprung and we havent even had sex. its craaazy. I have good friends and a good famliy. Really what else could a girl ask for?

Yeah there is plenty that I want. But at the moment. I’m kool. what is meant to come will come and i’ll meet it halfway. mos definatly.

Mommy Mandiroo

February 22, 2007

Yeah. its not even 9am and the neighbors have their music up already. Now. You know how it is when you PMS. if something pisses you off. its gonna keep you pissed off until it stops. im having that problem right now. They play their mucis 20 hours a day i kid you not. its like they never sleep. the music didnt play for 2 days and it just came back :S so lame.

February 23, 2007

I havent hit the hundred mark yet. im 5 feet so im pretty short. haha. but if the doctors say im healthy. im happy. but it sucks trying to find pants. i mean. i have wide hips and long legs. the bigger the hips the bigger the pants. it really blows. my self esteem gets a bit down trying to go shopping for myself. i havent talked to sarah in almost a month and in all honesty its nice. shes so fullof herself its not funny. ig ot rid of her when she blew me off for the last time. some people really piss me off. at least the neighbors arent playing hteir music. i mean its 6:43am but still. they play it till 3am -.-

gheTTo B.

U make Me LOvE U!!!