deserve this

everyone is different in the beginning.

makes u feel warm and tingly and happy.

but then u realize "they" are all the same

and ur strong happy heart begins to weaken on comand cause its done it b4.

i don’t have time for the games. things never seem to change. and the way i feel isnt the same.

but alas its my fault…

cause for a minute i thought u were something special.

but u know what?

i dont need this

i dont have time for this

im tired…TI’D tid.

why the same thing time after time?

is there something wrong with me? always second best. the ex girlfriend is always b4 me…everytime!

and u know what?

I DONT DESERVE THIS