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Life would be so much better if you just moved back here where ppl love you and want to love you. I would be much happier. I just wanna know what could be. if you could. be. just here.

I can never just. be. in the same state with the guy i like. Its like I have to make the sacrafices. i have to do the work. i have to feel all of this. here. alone. by myself.

70% of me knows that i want to. be. with you. I want to see what happens. i want to know what will grow. I want to feel that way i felt before. but 30% of me is still holding out for the other. THE ONE. not meant for me.

my heart just wont let me. be. wont let me stop caring. loving. feeling. breathing. wanting. HIM.

i dont know what is meant to. be. or who was made for me. but another day has passed. and he isnt here showing me what could. be.