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So I am supposed to be making a point to write daily again. Well if not everyday more than i have been. I used to always write here, but then i got lazy or bored or whatever the case may be.

i dont really have much to say. things have finally calmed down at work. do i love it? ehh, im not in love but i am happy that i am employeed when so many others out there arent. I feel like i could possibly take my position to the next level later on in life and open my own catering company or wedding event planning company. I have plenty of time to think about it.

havent really talked to Zach much lately. Hahahaha actually its only been a few days but it seems like forever. he was in Arkansas for his father’s wedding this past weekend. But i dont wanna give the excuse "oh he’s been busy" and as far as im concerened if you really cared nothing would keep u away from at least texting a hello. i hate to say it but i think the magic is fizzing on his end. im here ready to make it work but i dont think his heart is in it anymore. i guess i will just have to wait to see how things pan out. pretty much it sucks ass.

other than that nothing is really going on. its fashion week here in NY and i work right across from Bryant Park. There are models and guys with walkie-talkies and head-sets everywhere. they bug we. like fashion is the most important thing in life. hahaha. I havent seen anyone worth mentioning or else my last statement might not have made it.. oh well.

wish something excititng was going on to report but there isnt. i could use a vacation and a sexy date.

until next time….