The Darkness Police

How long, since you have been alive, have you felt that something is not right in life?

Since 1993, when I had an explosive awakening, after a while I begin to see that on a fundamental level, some wrong thing was so embedded into the fabric of society, as to be invisible. So, I’m someone who likes to do track-back, when I see some thing that is not right, but goes unseen or worse, accepted by the general masses. I am not someone who points fingers, even at the seemingly wrong hearted and doing people in the world. I want to know from where did this wrongness originate. But because I am just an average Jo, in the lower levels of society, there is much I am not privy to, in and of certain areas of standing, as with public figures and secret agencies throughout the nation and world. Yet, being a child of the Light affords one a knowledge base that even those in the KNOW, aren’t privy to. Part of my personal life’s lesson has been to learn how to simply BE with all that I was privy to, that didn’t automatically connect as to the world around me. I have no doubt that many of you who possess psychic abilities, skills of remote viewing, etc, you understand first hand what I’m intending here.

For instance, long ago, I was a single mother in a growing town in Arkansas and one day as I drove to the local IGA to cash my bimonthly paycheck, just as I was about to exit my vehicle, listening to my car radio tell me that the current poll had Arkansas Governor Bill Clinton ahead in the running for the Presidency. Now, I was as far removed from caring about any of that as a person could be. I was a single parent, working a hard job, and too young at heart and mentality to concern myself with worldly affairs. However, just as the announcement came over the radio, so did a solid thought enter my mind, to which I spoke out loud to no one in particular as it came to me. “Governor Bill Clinton would not only become the next president of the United States, but he will serve his term and will be re-elected for a second term, in which, half way through his second term something huge would happen”. I knew, without knowing how I knew, that would actually happen as it came to me to know that it would. Sure enough, it came to pass. What exactly that “Something huge” was, I was not given to know ever, but I have since learned just how evil the Clinton crime family has been, even before their time in the White house, when serving as Governor and wife, and it was not good. Through the Wikileaks mass dump last year, the crimes and murders that both Bill and Hillary were directly responsible for was confirmation on just what the “Something Huge”, was.

This is just one example of knowing something without knowing how you know, and knowing it while no one around you knows it. So, imagine having either fore knowledge or current knowledge that no one else is privy too, and when you tell people what you know, you then are put at arm’s length for being weird and for being a conspiracy theorist. And, through the years of your life, you have many such incidents, about a many number of varied unknown things, imagine what a total mind fuck that would be to the one who has been given this information through metaphysical means. It may sound like I’m trying to garner sympathy in putting it this way, but I promise you that’s not what this is about. I wouldn’t trade my life’s experience for anything, ever. I want to make a specific point here, as to having foreknowledge of someone’s dark deeds, or, a dark movement of energy in the world that is not common knowledge among the masses, and having that knowledge through metaphysical means. The point is, if you are alive and in the world, no matter whether you are dark or light oriented, you are connected to an energy body that is the ultimate communicator of all things unseen and unknown to the human conscious perception. So, imagine a whole world of sleeping humans, being connected metaphysically and having current access to this dark toxic sludge of unknown and unseen intents and events, yet, not having a full awareness of having metaphysical access to it. The yolk of slavery I speak of here and now, is exactly what humans have lived with for a VERY long time in our own history on this planet. The powers that be, that are not children of Light, like you and I are, have known very well who we are of the light body, and have made it their business to make sure we are kept ignorant of our true light bodies, having learned how to use our own love and light against us, and how to get us all to police ourselves and each other – without us ever realizing. If we ever woke up to our true forms, there would be NO WAY in heaven or on earth or otherwise, that they would survive in such an environment.

If you have lived on this earth for a while, as an awakened light body, then you have also known that even if you couldn’t put a finger on it, you could feel something wrong. Well, brothers and sisters of the light, it was always meant that you not be able to see it by those who have used your own love and light against you to keep you sick and damaged and distracted, and singled out. How many of you reading this have had family or friends or neighbors who were murdered, committed suicide, killed another or others, prone to drugs and depression, etc, who were basically good souls? I’m not by any stretch of the imagination making a judgment call on anyone, but I am making a point about how strong a hold that is on all of us on this earth at this time. Just over a year ago, while living in our fifth wheel trailer on a friends property, he shot her and then killed himself. It was the single most terrifying event that had ever happened in my life. I have always been able to see what is most hidden about someone, because I am a child of light and my purpose while on this earth is to shine a light where is it dark. When I cross paths with someone’s darkness, I see it more then I see their physical body and I see what is in that darkness. I did not see to what ends things would end up, but what I did see inside him was someone who was good, deep inside himself. What I saw inside her, was someone who was not good, deep inside herself. Now, I am not saying that I agree with what he did – oh no. Still, the day that he did the deed, before he did it a peace had come over him, which struck me as strange but I felt happy for him. Looking back, I could see now that he had known at that time what he was going to do, and he was at peace with it all. I wonder if wherever his soul is, if he understands to what lengths the dark energy in the world had taken a hold of him. The way I see it, somewhere in his past he came to some crossroads, and chose to take ownership of the darkness instead of turning away from it. I know that some of you who take the time to read my entry will have strong opinions, not only about the subject matter, but on my view of it. If you are inclined to lash out, I ask you to hold off, take a moment and take a deep breath and allow the realization that, no, just because I understand the way of it, doesn’t mean I believe he is not guilty or that she was a dark soul without value, or even that the dark energy that has made a toxic sludge within the life and spirit of humanity is totally to blame. At some point in all our lives we all come to the same very first crossroads between right and wrong, good and evil, self-slavery and self-freeing. If you live here on this planet you have arrived or will do so, at that crossroads. When the creator gave you free will, I believe with all I am that the creator wants you to choose wisely. No matter how dark it is inside you, no matter how deep one is in their pit of darkness, the only way for dark energy to take ownership of your light is that it is allowed to. That dark energy mostly always whispers sweet nothings at first, coming disguised as something of your own making, always appealing to the core values of your personal attributes. Most generally there is never a full frontal awareness of what is happening, until it is already embedded into your psyche, and when one faces their own music, that dark energy will not just release you because it has been discovered. It will then use your own love and goodness against you, and will – if it can, suck you in all the way. I’m telling you now, if you are alive on this planet, then if you have not, then you will, face that first seemingly innocent crossroads. Honestly, that’s what being human is. We live with crossroads daily. I have it on high authority brothers and sisters, your creator WANTS you to take the high roads, no matter how deep you are in the darkness. The only time it is too late to choose the high road is when you, yourself, choose the low road. Fundamentally I know that the majority of human beings are doing the best they can, I know this because I am a human being. We know that we are not here to be perfect – we are here to be the humans we are. So, if you are a light body in human form reading my words, and you are caught up in a dark place within yourself and have done things that go against your inner light, don’t you think for a minute that there is even one single individual who on some level hasn’t done things they later felt trapped in guilt about.

Speaking only for myself now, I know that the quickest way to making it right, when I realize where I have put myself inside myself, is to realize fully that I must no longer sleep with the enemy, and that is the darkness that I have allowed in. Accept responsibility for myself, my words, my actions, and make it right, right then and there. There may be hell to pay or, it may be a very easy fix, but regardless, accepting responsibility for yourself and meaning it, and choosing then to take the high road, let me tell you – it makes it easy to clean the sludge from within and know the difference between what is yours and what is an invading darkness force. When you see the enemy within, and you have chosen the high road in your crossroads, that dark energy cannot get to you. It will try, and unless you clean house thoroughly, it will stay well hidden without you even knowing it’s there, only to pop up when you are most vulnerable.

My mother was a practicing alcoholic for 40 years. There were many times when she tried to stop, but because she didn’t thoroughly clean her own inner spaces, time and time again she was back to drinking and each time she tried to stop and failed to do so, it became that much more harder to help herself. It had been 10 years since I’d seen her but I found myself in deep thought about her more and more. I knew she was still alive because I could feel her. I could also feel that she needed help to stop drinking. So, I set about praying for my mom on a regular basis, with the pure intent of God helping my mother once and for all time taking the drink out of her mind, body and soul so that she could begin to really live for the first time in her life. I prayed with a pure heart and intent, with love and a knowing that in God’s time would my prayers and my mom’s desire to quit drinking, bring her out of her dark place. Then life got intense and hard in a way it never had for me. I was seeing what some would call, demons and evil things surround me, this lasted for 6 months. As it turned out, I was also having knowings, visions, remote viewing, you name it, about many things world wide, and basically I lost my mind for those 6 months. I am not complaining, not at all. Life is beautiful and I am thankful for my experiences, even if I would not want to do most of them again. One day, I came out of the darkness quite suddenly, and decided to try to find my mother. I was a little girl who needed her mother, at the age of 29. Only my mother could help me. Out of the blue, I got a phone call. It was mom, and she had been trying to find me. I had moved several times and so had she and neither of us had left a forwarding address or phone number, and yet somehow we had found one another. When I arrived at her home, she told me about her quitting drinking cold turkey after 40 years and shared with me the horrors of her experience throughout. I listened to her tell me in depth about the demons and evil things and I knew that my creator had answered my prayers, but it wasn’t until 20 years later that I would tell her about my prayers and involvement in her healing during her dark days. I had been with her all the while to help her rise out of her hell.

I learned a few truly valuable lessons then. One, never be afraid of what’s inside yourself. If it be dark, face it. When you finally own up to it, and then choose to dictate it instead of it dictating your life, you become a powerhouse which no darkness can permeate, but so long as you don’t face your own inner darkness, that dark energy will enslave you. Also, honest prayer done with a pure intent and love and in a full knowing that it shall be done, can and does move mountains. And then, before you allow yourself to judge with your thoughts someone’s darkness as having value or the lack of, discern first your own level of light when faced with another’s darkness. When you first discern your own level of inner light when faced with someone else’s darkness, it will help you know how to proceed as a child of the light acting on his/her own highest authority. When you act on your own highest light authority, you will always make the world a better place. I don’t know any child of the light who with all their whole being hasn’t wanted and indeed, hasn’t tried to be a reason the world is a better place. I do not have to know you personally, to know that if you are a child of the light, a huge part of your life cries out and desires to be a loving creative betterment in, of and on this planet. Allowing dark energies to sneak in when you are not paying attention, and then when you realize what’s happened, to not make it right, and then to allow it time and time again, is to choose to deny your true value and form. When this happens, you become an agent of darkness, policing the world around you. Yes, much like in the Matrix. But to become to haughty as to judge someone else off hand for your own perception of their weakness is just as bad.  We don’t have to take shit from others, or allow anyone to purposely do us wrong or harm, being a willing child of the light isn’t for the feint of heart or the foolish minded – we aren’t meant to be whipping boys. Taking abuse in any form without having respect enough for yourself to say NO, is not what anyone is here for, but we also do harm by judging someone when obviously they are in trouble spiritually, mentally and emotionally. Also, to believe that to be enlightened means never to feel anger or rage or hatred or anything strong along the negative lines, is a fools errand. We are not here to be perfect humans, we are here as light body’s learning to be human. If you are a light body in human form, then listen to me now – embrace yourself as you are, when you are and why you are, and above all – resolve to do good with it. If you are a light body in human form, then you know what good is instinctively. Odds are, the only compass you will have to those ends, is your own inner awareness – cause all around you, even in your own family and among your friends, are other people who have become dark energy police. So, be resolute, learn to discern, learn about critical thinking, don’t worry about fucking up so much…because if you simply allow your light to guide you – you are moving in the right direction. I love you all so very much, and I mean that. You are my family here on this earth and I want you to stand with me. I want you to stand tall and solid. I believe you can do this!