maybe…

I’m doing a couple of things. Sometimes I think I’m doing a good job but sometimes I think maybe…:
I don’t have what it takes
I’m far away from understanding how this world works
I’m far from having real friends
I’m so scared of being me that I mess up everything
being me is so stupid that everyone hates me for it
it sounds more real to think it’s bad then to think it’s good
I analise other people’s points of view and that’s why I’m so confused
I feel this way because a person I love dosn’t really care
that person does but I don’t know which thought to believe

I don’t know anything. Too much thinking? Is that bad?