Worried but why am I so worried

I think I am worried not cause of the changes.  But cause what happens after the changes. Am I fighting this alone?

I used to think I am not fighting alone.  But I am worried I am.  Used to have assurance from someone, telling me don’t worry.  I will be there. But no more such words.

Maybe she also not certain if she will be there for me. Haha

Sometimes, I think world is so so weird. I feel like things changes so so so fast.

Am I wrong to feel this way? Or am I over thinking. But why do I senses the fear that she doesn’t want me forever as an official haha.

FML is really the word I can use now. Just when I tot I wanted end it with my A, B and C.  Suddenly I don’t feel the D haha.