Thinking back

I sat at the coffee shop, waiting for her. Then started think about the times we had. Time flies, few months went past but was quite a ride.

Filled with happiness like we went makan nice food, onsen, exercise, jokes.

Also filled with excitement like server room.

And also sadness like the 9th, 7th and realised also the adding back so soon.

This is life right? Ups and Downs. Sometimes, you cannot control your anger and burst out creating unhappiness for everyone and then regretting them.

Making choices like allowing her to add him back but deep inside feeling so down and disappointed.

I hide my feelings often as I do not like portray a weak and selfish person. But deep down we suffer and this is life.

Love is always about making sure that others happiness comes before you.