The nightmare

It seems so real to me everything

So real that I worried if this is what happened

I dreamt that you texted him you miss him. I dreamt that you text him you like him. I dreamt that you told him that you have feelings for him

I dreamt that both of you held hands. I dreamt that you hug him while on the bike and chatted happily together

I dreamt that you smile sweetly at him. Something I thought was special only to me.

I dreamt that you and him shared the waffles and ice cream.  Sharing the dork.  Sharing the drink.

Ouch, it hurts but I think some might be real. And the dream is so real.

What can I do so you can be only mine. I hate sharing you

I hate this, the pain, the emptiness

Are you willing to be the one for me? If you cannot please tell me.

Your actions are killing me.