The door close and another opens
As I gave advices for you to end the relationship. I know you will be a happier person, as I see that you are suffering all along. And it hurts to see you suffer.
However, another part of me worries about you ending your relationship. As it means another door is open. And things may never be the same.
I wish you could be happy but yet deep inside I am selfish. I not sure why I am like this. Maybe cause I know that the another door is already available and waiting?
God please be kind. To her I hope she can have the happiness she deserves. For me I hope the strength to move on