Not so much pressure as influence

I can’t believe it’s only Thursday.

The week has been so slow.

I think Mollie is talking to me again. This has greatly helped my mood.

I made up my mind today. I’m going to try pot. On Saturday a group of my friends are getting together. Peter is going to try it for the first time. When we were together he was extremely anti-drug. Alexis is going to do it for the first time. Eric is going to be there. It won’t be his first time, but just a couple months ago he was all ‘straight-edge.’ My mom admitted during my birthday dinner to trying it once. So I’m going to do it. Last week was such a shitty week that I kept thinking how nice it would be to lose my mind for awhile. Now I have the chance. Actually, I don’t expect to get high the first time, but that’s alright- it’s a social activity anyway. Alexis will be spending the night at my house afterwards. We’ll probably try and go straight up to my room in that case…

~Squirrel_Wife~

November 20, 2008

I’ve heard from sources that you don’t get high the first time… but I haven’t tried it. I had the opportunity but didn’t take it. I just have to say good luck, because i’m going to judge you on wanting to try it cause I think everyone has at least thought about it.

Thylacine

Just be careful it doesn’t become a regular escape. You’re an awesome person and I know you can do a lot with your life. (With all the potheads and drug labs in Vancouver that waft fumes through the air, I’m surprised I haven’t been high yet!)

♥Aquest

I’m not gonna discourage you from doing it. At the being of the semester, I got high and drunk a lot from the pressure of everything, after a while, I realized that I didn’t need that stuff to be strong I already was, just like you are. Glad you and Mollie are cool-ish again.