Hard Electrics

It was late at nigt and I was wearing a Tootsie Roll-themed dress for a party that I couldn’t get into. Alexis wouldn’t drive me home even though she wouldn’t miss much of the party. I called my mom and she didn’t want to go out of her way to pick me up. I called my dad and he said he was too tired. I walked home alone on a typically cold Halloween and woke up this morning incredibly sad.

It’s obvious that dream is a direct product of the shit mood I was in yesterday. Stupid brain, stop dwelling on sad things.

I finished an application essay for CSU, but I’m a crap friend/babysitter/person. Shame on me.

 

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November 9, 2008

No you’re not. Everybody has “blah” days, you don’t owe anyone more of yourself than you feel like giving. If you don’t feel like being social, if you have other things that are a priority then they have to understand. *hugs* Tom-

November 9, 2008

*HUGS* I know it’s hard to get one’s brain to stop dwelling.

November 9, 2008

it seems like this was a blah weekend

November 10, 2008

It seems like everyone has been having bad days lately.

November 10, 2008

hahaha you’re so funny kiddo =P