NoJoMo 8 – Scariest moments

Challenge # 8  -What was one of the scariest moments in your life and how did you get through it?

Well I have wrote about this already before, but the scariest moment in my life was when my brother shot himself in the head.  He was on life support and we were all heading to the hospital to say goodbye. It was truly scary for me because I just couldn’t be home with my family, with his daughter, I couldn’t let go of my big brother. I was so scared seeing him, lifeless.. but breathing, I basically got weak in the knees.  I was so scared and saddened by everything.

Honestly I still have not really gotten past this. Whenever I heard a gun shot or anything I would freak out. Now I only freak out when I see head shots in movies. I am talking about suicidal ones…