NoJoMo 15 & 16 – Fears, 3 word days, & Dreams OHMY

Since I am lacking I am combining nojomo 15 & 16 in one entry..
Challenge # 15 – If you had to live in a movie (NOT as one of the main characters but just in that world), which would it be?

If I were living in a movie, I probably want it to be Letters of Juliet.. Going back to the fact that I want to live and breathe Italy’s culture and everything it has to offer. The possibilities that arise by being surrounded by beauty, instead of smog, theft, ghetto areas.. seems much more enticing.

Challenge # 15.1 – What are your fears and do you try to face them or do you just avoid them?

I have the following fears: (and I am talking nerve shattering fears)

• Death – I fear life just.. ending. Its very hard to wrap my mind around how hard we work at our life – working, loving, hurting, breathing, fighting, sexing, just being and no matter how hard we work, its just going to end. This in turn steps in your belief systems. Giving you hope to move forward in your life. Some people enjoy the idea of life ending and something greater coming along. Its just something that I wish not to think about. I want to think about finding things in my life that make my life worth what I have.
• Spiders/Bees – Insects in general creep me out, but these two REALLY creep me out. It has something to do with the fact that I am highly allergic to Spider bites, and used to be highly allergic to bee’s (but apparently my body is starting to out grow that.. but not my mind). I will do anything to avoid either insect if I see it in plain sight. Spiders don’t make me run as much as bee’s do
• Being Alone – I am sure that this is a common fear to most people. This isn’t saying that I can’t live by myself, but there are times when I truly feel that I will end up alone in life. No companion to comfort me and such. Right now, I am ok with this thought, as I have friends around all the time… but one day, something will change. I will move, or be on my own and have to adjust. I wonder if this is part of the fear that is attached the with the fear of death? hmm
• Zombies – Lets be realistic, as much as they have become famous now, it truly is a scary thought to know that one day there would be life as normal and then not. Ideal that they just creep up on you, and not being prepared and being eaten till you turn. Scary. Realistic at this point — maybe not, but still scary

My fears are dealt with on a daily basis for the most part. I have other things.. but these are just the few that stand out. The only feel not really dealt with is Zombies, because well aside from making survival kits, and giving friendly tips to people, I can’t see myself really dealing with their non-existent threat. I WILL say this though, if Zombies were infact possible right now, and I lost a few close friends to w.e reasons.. For fear of them being a smart zombie, like in Dawn of the Dead… I would attempt a lobotomy and remove their brain.. seriously I don’t want them coming after me.

Challenge # 16 – Describe your day in 3 words

Repetitive and Dull.

Challenge # 16.1 – What dreams have you had recently? Where they Good or Bad?

To be honest, I have had -in my opinion – some really good dreams lately. The downfall is I can not really elaborate on them right now. Mostly because they involve some people who may read this, so I’m good.

One thing I can say, is I tend to be an active dreamer. I often remember most of my dreams, and have truly dreamt some things that have come true (to a point) but that’s neither here nor there.