It’s Already Feb???

It is hard to believe a whole month has already gone by. Just yesterday Jessica was in town for Christmas, and I was visiting my family and things were just not going good. Who knew that 12/30/2011 could prepare to have 01/01/2012 start out so strong.

I am still very happy and lucky to have the love interest in my life. One day — probably in a few months — I can openly talk about everything I want to talk about on a public forum. I can’t wait. This man is so amazing and makes me so happy. Each day I look forward to the possibilities that are out there. We have talked about how crazy this all is. In all honesty, it really is crazy. I didn’t know that you could feel so much for someone so fast, but I do know that we have been friends for 10+ years, and that probably has the majority to do with what is going on.

We went out this past weekend, saw a movie, and his friend (another friend of mine as well) and us all went to brothers then Cantina Bar. I had so much fun. We all drank a bit too much, He danced with me — seriously found a guy that was willing to dance, and might I add he kept up with my damn good!. <3 /swoon

Enough of the mushy-ness! LOL!

My work schedule the next two weeks is going to be 1p-10p. That is NOT going to be that fun, but what’s cool, is it matches up with the boy, so maybe he will stay the night a few nights /yay.

I saw the Underworld Awakening movie — I actually thought it was pretty good. Though some of the plot was seriously predictable, all in all it was a good movie. I also still have not seen Breaking Dawn — I KNOW RIGHT.. a twilight fan who didn’t see it on opening weekend or at all… HA!. I have it pre-ordered though, so I will be picking that up Saturday morning after work (we have a midnight release)

Roomie and I will be looking for a new apartment this month. Honestly this year is probably been the worst living with her, and I really think its because things are changing. I know before I said about how she brought up issues to a friend about me, but she didn’t tell me. I have confronted her, asking her if there was anything I needed to do more, or whatever.. She said no, outside of a few things… she still hasn’t brought up her "concerns" that didn’t deal with the apartment — like me complaining about $$ and yet spending lots, lol. So my said friend believes that some of this is from jealously… like she feels like I am getting serious about this guy and that things could move to a point where I might move on. I mean, maybe that is the case, idk. But I do know that I can totally see myself living with this man, so I guess its not too off of a thought. /idk.

My plan is to move another place with roomie and see if things improve — maybe if we didn’t have such a craptastic apartment there would be less stressful. But also, its going to give me time to figure out what I wanna do for my living arrangements on a more permanent scale. I am sick of moving every year. The one apartment that I liked we had to leave cause Roomie didn’t get along with the management and cause her puppy. So lets hope this next year is better.

I am on my path for Invisalign. I have waited years to get braces, could never afford it, this year I got HCS and got the $$ up front, so I have the down payment ready as well as the first payment. I go into the dentist today for the fitting for my 2 crowns ($816), then 2 weeks time I will get the permanent fittings (I am doing whiting right now too). After that I get my molds set for invisalign, and just prior to the end of February I will be giving the go/no-go to them. I am SUPER excited, because this will just give me the confidence I need. I have ALWAYS disliked my smile, but lately someone has made me realize that I have so much to offer and that I shouldn’t be ashamed of it. I know its a bit vain, but I really want to have a better smile, so that I actually will smile in photos.

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