second chances

there is something about me always going back out with an ex….if it doesnt work out the first time i’ll atleast give it a try a second time or so. my most recent ex and i are talking again….the youngun lol. we broke up cuz he cheated on me with my best friend….but unlike the other ex’s ive never seen one try so hard to atleast be trusted to be my friend again. everyday that we’ve talked since the incident (which was 4 months ago) he says he is sorry and that he made the worst mistake ever. he has always been one of my best guy friends even before we went out but lately im starting to wonder if i should give him another chance…i mean i have given second chances for even worse offenders. idk….we’ll see.

besides that ive been trying to avoid the internet….josh and i were talking about a week ago and he kept showing me some of these pics of his now girlfriend with guys she cheated on him with….like one was of her in her underwear sitting on this guys lap holding his hand. anyways…long story short…i ended up asking him if he was atleast happy and he said yes….so all i said was AS LONG AS YOU’RE HAPPY. well me saying that must have popped his bubble and made him think i was mourning over him or something cuz he freaks… OMG HEATHER….I TOLD YOU WE CANT WORK OUT…and that did it…it wasnt the first time that one word or so made him think i was pleeing to get back with him and if everytime  i say something regarding his well being and cant mean it as a concerned friend than without being yelled at than i dont want to deal with it. so after that i decided that a lot of crap keeps coming from the internet so i’ve decided to give it up for the most part and rarely get on for a while….started reading the bible more as well and that also has helped a lot. but this is the first time ive been on in about a week and im about to get off haha. thats it for now i guess. leave me comments and show some love!