opposite of easy

thats exactly how things have been lately…been having some personal things going on with a friend and it sucks. e’s been trying to help me through but he really doesn’t know how considering the circumstances. theres been a few nights he’s just stayed on the phone til i finally fell asleep…a few times just comforting me while i broke down…and somedays just going out of his way to see me though he really doesnt have the time or gas to make the drive. finals are next week as well and that makes things hard too. 2 of the projects aren’t coming along so great…one website is almost done but with some kinks and the other just won’t come together at all like i want it to. ive been looking forward to next weekend though…me and e’s trip to the beach :D. it will be great to just be with him so much and just relax for a while. luckily my special time came a week early so i won’t be on it during the trip 😀 and oooh…i almost forgot…my mom has decided to help me get a new canon rebel for doing so well this quarter and all. SUPER HAPPY ABOUT THAT! ive been dying to get one and i can’t wait! keep wondering how this no talking thing is going to go once my birthday comes along…i love my mom so much. shes like my best friend….so i really cant see me not talking to her but i know its something that has to be done or nothing will ever change and my mom will keep falling away from everything slowly but surely.