my hero

so i just got home from seeing ethan and when i got online this message was waiting for me from him….

I title the subject of every message I love you and its cuz i do and all i can ever say in a message is how much i love you and i hate saying good night or goodbye to you but the ONLY thing that gets me to leave or walk away from your car is knowing that one day i can hold without having to let go and i can say goodnight with you in my arms. I never will or can get tired of you or be unhappy with you because every day all i think about is you and that is the only reason i ever make it through the day is because of you and even the five months that we weren’t together all i could ever think about was holding you again. the only thing that i could ever do without my adhd taking effect is holding you cuz it seems like time slows down. i wish i could say it stops but then you would still be in my arms. all i want to do is hold you,steal your pain, kiss away your sorrows, say i love you and be your hero baby.

😀 i’m a like a giddy little school girl right now haha. we’re planning on having a midnight picnic under the stars this weekend or sometime next week and i can’t wait. well i’m off to sleep.