LSAT

I’ve decided that regardless of whether I actually go back to school, I’m going to take the LSAT.  I definitely realized today that the path I’m on professionally isn’t the path I want to be on.  So I bought an LSAT book on my way home from work today and I’ll sign up to take it the first Saturday in February.  I’ll spend 60-90 minutes every night studying it.  If I’m going to take it, I’m going to take it seriously or what’s the point?  I decided to go ahead and take it regardless of whatever answer I may get through fasting and prayer this weekend.  Taking the test doesn’t mean I have to apply.  Taking the test simply means I end up with a score.  I just know that the path I’m on isn’t where I want to be.  Even if I end up a stay at home mom in the future, what about now and the time between?  I can’t just put everything in limbo while I look for the man I’ll marry and start a family with.  And I know that being in a job I hate won’t exactly put me in the best frame of mind to be meeting the man I’ll marry.  I’ll definitely have to look hard at financial aid because I’d like to keep down the financial hit as much as possible (I’m going to take a hit, but the only question would be how big a hit).

Today was my last day of classroom training for work.  Tomorrow I’m at my desk all day with my buddy (and everything’s finally working on my system now too) and then on Monday I’m on my own.  Honestly I think at this point I can handle the autodialer portion of borrower services.  I suspect I’ll be able to handle the incoming calls as well when I get that training, but I can’t see wanting to do that for any real length of time.  I’d much rather be planning and working towards a future I want, instead of doing nothing and coasting through a job I can do, but strongly dislike. 

"Life is measured not by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."