frustrated with the world

So as I said in the previous entry, I’m getting a cold and thus going down to the Thanksgiving thing tomorrow is a bad idea (my grandmother will be there).  So at this point, I’m not going, even though I really want to go.  And now, I’m really feeling like crap and my parents just asked if I want to go with them to see August Rush – a movie they both knew I really wanted to see.  Except I don’t want to go anywhere right now – it’s cold, currently raining, and will eventually turn to snow.  I just want to yell and scream and throw a temper tantrum.  I want to make them see a different movie or just do something other than seeing the one movie I really want to see.  It’s not the type of movie any of my current movie buddies will want to see, either.  I hate this..I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. Oh, and did I mention I’m losing my voice too?