The Waiting is the Hardest Part
When I was younger, I felt like I needed to wait for the “right time” to do anything. Man, was I dumb. You are never as free as you are then. But I did my take action or make decisions.
Not making a decision is making a decision. I knew that, but I didn’t change my behavior. I always justified it. “Well, this is what the Universe wants”.
What a bunch of shit.
So, here I am. And now I’m impatient. I am tired of waiting. I spent my whole life waiting, way too much time wasted.
Is it wrong for me to feel like I’ve waited long enough? I’m tired of waiting.
Does this even make sense? Probably not. I’m all messed up.
You’re not messed up one bit. When we are younger we don’t look at time the same way as we do when we are older. We think we have plenty of time. In reality we really don’t. Go do what you want to do…the time is always the right time if it makes you happy
@thespiritwithinme It seems so daunting, and yet so possible.
“God it’s so painful when something that’s so close is still so far out of reach!”
– Tom Petty, American Girl
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This, so much. I’ve waisted so much time paralyzed by my own brain.
You’re not messed up.
@the-idiot Just because we share that trait does not mean we aren’t messed up.
Maybe a little 🤷🏻♀️
@the-idiot Just a bit
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