12/29/05

i found this entry earlier and laughed at how it still applies in the same way that it appl;ied then and to the same person.

i still want you
i still need you
i still love you
i still miss you
dont think its easy for me, its not
it pains me to see how you look at other people
and i find myself wanting to find someone so you can taste what i feel but then i remember you do experience it and you know how it feels yet you inflict it on me!
you no how certain people effect me and yet still put them before me like your doing it to make a point.
i hate how i dont think you tell me everything well not even close and i hate how i want to tell you everything but fear that i cant do that anymore because of how you might react or how it will make me feel.

there you go guys btw im still looking for my new yrs entry maybe i didnt make one after all. xxx