Whatevs

No idea for a title.

I have Refuge Recovery at 1030, I think it’s time I step up and lead. Especially considering we have it at the women’s group tomorrow night, and natalie and I are supposed to lead there. I just hating reading out loud lol.

Tomorrow I have two wonderful appointments, ugh. One for an ultrasound on my ovaries and also a uterine biopsy. It’s a hoop I’ve got to jump through in order to get the wacky periods under control. About once a year my system goes batshit crazy and I bleed for 6-7 weeks, heavy, and it’s not just regular period blood, I end up anemic from it. And it’s from the cysts, but Lordy I have to get this done before they’ll prescribe provera to control the bleeding. So that’s my fun Monday. Wednesday I see the general surgeon about repairing the hernia I have where my inner stitches broke apart after the transplant. Maybe I can get a twofer and have the hernia repaired AND the cysts and/or ovaries removed.

I told Eric that my feelings for him are getting a little complicated. No idea what he thinks about that. I may never see him again if it freaks him out lol. But if it does, I don’t need to be in this anyway.

Gotta get up and moving. Buddha,, dharma, sangha awaits.