Hush

Sometimes the hardest thing to do is keep your mouth shut. Or have patience.

Not going to NA tonight. Natalie is exhausted, Mom is sick with whatever I’ve had the past 2 days, and I haven’t heard from Janie the last couple of days.

Had some…. news the other day. I’m still trying to figure out my honest feelings on it, and I’m not ready to write it out, either. I made an appt to talk to Brent about it, mostly just to get it off my chest I guess. I’m grateful I have him – usually I’m the strong one that people lean on. Every now and then I need to lean a little myself. *sigh*

Things have died down tremendously with Eric. I knew it wouldn’t last, and we really only had a few things in common besides some seriously awesome sex. I’ve been backing off. (No, that’s not the thing bothering me!)  I’m just too old to sit and wonder where someone is, and it’s becoming very apparent I don’t gave the patience for dealing with it.

I’m still hungry, but I’m not sure what for.

*does the laurie*