Good surprises

I got lucky last night – and got lucky. 🤪

Eric came over after work – I’ve got to start keeping food around. We always work up an appetite and all I have is junk. Last night I fed him chips and thin mint cookies lol.

Spent today being super lazy, not even getting out of pajamas. Had nowhere to be, nothing to do – if Mom wasn’t sick I probably would have gone to group.  Tomorrow I see the surgeon about the hernia, then Eric is coming over. I’ll probably hit group Friday and talk to Dennis about finally graduating myself out. As long as I can still come lol. I just feel really solid with my schedule, but it would be nice not to HAVE to go to group. I will still want to.

Making a bacon, egg and cheese sandwich for dinner. I thought about an omelet instead, but this sounded more appealing – mayo!!

The only things I’ve really done today are making/drinking coffee, making my bed and washing a few dishes. Napped off and on. I was beat, we were up until he left at 230, then I struggled to sleep so I’ve been pretty worthless.

I love the way we just click. There have been a few adjustments, but overall we just fit together really nicely. He cracks me up, all that energy. And he just says exactly what he thinks, however fucked up the thought might seem to others, but 98% of the time, I’m thinking the same thing but won’t say it out loud.

Whatever it is, whatever it will become, for right now it’s hsppiness.

“Sometimes life’s so much cooler when you just don’t know any better and all the painful lessons have not hammered your head open yet,” – Anthony Kiedis