Complex questions

Had to decide today if I wanted to go to group or stay home to hang out with Eric. Drug education or sex education?  Like that was a struggle to choose between…  so I can do group tomorrow. And hopefully him after the meeting tomorrow night. 😉

So anyway, he’s heading over after he drops his son off, so that’s cool. It’s still hard to get used to him WANTING to spend time with me – I guess because I like being around him so much, and I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. It’s been a very long time since I really opened myself up for possible heartache.   I’m just trying to savor every moment and keep my mind open to whatever comes of this.

Jesus, he’s pretty to look at, and damn, he can kiss. That sweep-you-off-your-feet kissing, like making love with your mouth. *sigh*. No wonder I’m digging it.

Whatever it is, it’s entirely worth it for the way I feel right now.