Careful

Yesterday was A Day. 🙄  The good news is, I handled pretty much everything I set out to. 👊🏻

Talked to my bank to let them know I’d be using my debit card out of state next week, went to group, fielded an unexpected phone call from Jess right after I told the story of the whole resentment/anger issue I talked about. Ran by the bank after group to deposit a couple of checks, went to the hospital for the ct scan of my abdomen (hernia) and dropped by the lab to see wtf on my results not getting to the drs in stl. Came home, ate leftovers, natalie and Caitlen came up and we went to NA. That meeting was late because the doors were locked, so by the time I got home it was 10 and I was about 3 hours late on my meds.

Boring, huh?

Today I’ve done next to nothing. Cleaned the kitchen, took out trash, threw away some bathroom stuff, cleaned off the table. Might run a load of laundry later, I don’t have much but I need to start getting things together to pack.

My stepdad was admitted to the hospitsl today, he’s not getting enough oxygen. And I got the approval letters for the chantix today, so maybe when Mom leaves the hospital we can go grab that.

Jess wants to leave the car at the airport for me to pick up. 🙄. As much as I’m not looking forward to the ride to the house, I’d rather do that than try to navigate out of Baltimore by myself for the first time. I really did not live there long enough, or been out there often enough, to be comfortable. But I’ll do what I have to do. Four days til my babies!!

Got nothing else.

Sometimes life’s so much cooler when you just don’t know any better and all the painful lessons have not hammered your head open yet  -Anthony Kiedis